11 September 2009

15 amazing body shots
Almost all of the following images were captured using a scanning electron microscope,
Incredible details of 1 to 5nm (nanometer) in size can be detected.

Red Blood Cells
They look like little cinnamon candies here, but they're actually the most common type of blood cell in the human body - red blood cells (RBCs). These biconcave-shaped cells have the tall task of carrying oxygen to our entire body; in women there are about 4 to 5 million RBCs per micro liter (cubic millimeter) of blood and about 5 to 6 million in men. People who live at higher altitudes have even more RBCs because of the low oxygen levels in their environment.

Split End of Human Hair
Regular trimmings to your hair and good conditioner should help to prevent this unsightly picture of a split end of a human hair.

Purkinje Neurons
Of the 100 billion neurons in your brain. Purkinje (pronounced purr-kin-jee) neurons are some of the largest. Among other things, these cells are the masters of motor coordination in the cerebellar cortex. Toxic exposure such as alcohol and lithium, autoimmune diseases, genetic mutations including autism and neurodegenerative diseases can negatively affect human Purkinje cells.

Hair Cell in the Ear
Here's what it looks like to see a close-up of human hair cell stereo cilia inside the ear. These detect mechanical movement in response to sound vibrations.

Blood Vessels Emerging from the Optic Nerve
In this image, stained retinal blood vessels are shown to emerge from the black-colored optic disc. The optic disc is a blind spot because no light receptor cells are present in this area of the retina where the optic nerve and retinal blood vessels leave the back of the eye.

Tongue with Taste Bud
This colour-enhanced image depicts a taste bud on the tongue. The human tongue has about 10,000 taste buds that are involved with detecting salty, sour, bitter, sweet and savory taste perceptions.

Tooth Plaque
Brush your teeth often because this is what the surface of a tooth with a form of “corn-on-the-cob� plaque looks like.

Blood Clot
Remember that picture of the nice, uniform shapes of red blood cells you just looked at? Well, here's what it looks like when those same cells get caught up in the sticky web of a blood clot. The cell in the middle is a white blood cell.

Alveoli in the Lung
This is what a colour-enhanced image of the inner surface of your lung looks like. The hollow cavities are alveoli; this is where gas exchange occurs with the blood.

Lung Cancer Cells
This image of warped lung cancer cells is in stark contrast to the healthy lung in the previous picture.

Villi of Small Intestine
Villi in the small intestine increase the surface area of the gut, which helps in the absorption of food. Look closely and you will see some food stuck in one of the crevices.

Human Egg with Coronal Cells
This image is of a purple, colour-enhanced human egg sitting on a pin. The egg is coated with the zona pellicuda, a glycoprotein that protects the egg but also helps to trap and bind sperm. Two coronal cells are attached to the zona pellicuda.

Sperm on the Surface of a Human Egg
Here's a close-up of a number of sperm trying to fertilize an egg.

Human Embryo and Sperm
It looks like the world at war, but it is actually five days after the fertilisation of an egg, with some remaining sperm cells still sticking around. This fluorescent image was captured using a confocal microscope. The embryo and sperm cell nuclei are stained purple while sperm tails are green. The blue areas are gap junctions, which form connections between the cells.

Colored Image of a 6 day old Human Embryo Implanting.

08 September 2009

Labor Day Weekend

What did you do this Labor Day Weekend? I went to Palm Springs, CA with my sister and two girlfriends. It was an amazing weekend, although I only was able to go for the weekend I made the most of the weekend by relaxing by the pool and catching up with the ladies. We rented a house there so we had all the privacy we needed and the cost split among 4 came out to only be a little bit more than hotel. Not bad.

Me and my friend Karen had facials and my sister had a deep tissue massage. We also went to visit Elvis' Honeymoon Hideaway house while there. It was really fun. I only wish I were able to stay longer. It was good times though and I'm looking forward to my next trip with the ladies.

01 September 2009

Pole Dancing.... Baby???


I laughed at first... yeesh. What is this world coming to???

31 August 2009

Long Life, Happiness and Prosperity

Recently I've been watching a lot on Hulu. Ran across this film with Sandra Oh, it's a very sweet romantic comedy but make sure you break out the box of tissues before you sit down!

I have to say she's one of my favorite Asian actresses. She neither is the most beautiful or the most sexy person but she is an awesome actress who is real. Enjoy!

30 August 2009

PSA

Too graphic? Or does it get the point through? What's your opinion?

29 August 2009

Mini Mini!

I still love the way the cars look when there are more than one of them. we're at the House of Ong for dinner tonight.

24 August 2009

Crumbs

This is what's left of our Crumbs cupcakes after 5 monutes on the Yao dinner table. Ha!

22 August 2009

16 August 2009

Sunday Dinner

Yummy. PY is home for the weekend and Dad cooked dinner for us. Stewed pig leg and mayonaise shrimp. Hey waaaaait a second... what are those chopsticks doing in the pics?? Bad PY! can't wait 'til I'm done with the pics!

10 August 2009

IchiUmi

My friends Melissa & Anthony took me to IchiUmi for dinner this weekend. good stuff. All you can eat sushi and some cooked foods. I am usually skeptical about eating at those all you can eat sushi places but it was actually super fresh and yummy.

09 July 2009

Dirty Jellybeans

The folks at Starbucks gave me a free bag of jellybeans. Looks like either the bag was a little cramped or they had too much time on their hands in that little bag they had a little offspring... Looks just like it's daddy...

04 July 2009

Only $1.69 a pound!

And we saw one trying to escape... only to find out he just jumped into another container. Hehehe. Poor clab...

28 June 2009

Wedding!


Yesterday was my friend Melissa's bridal shower. It was in Jersey of course because she lives there. Had it at this little Thai place there. The food was good and the lunch wasn't too long and drawn out like some bridal showers I've been to. Everything came out perfect that day. I of course forgot my camera so I'll just run down the menu. We had beef curry puffs, chicken and beef sate, pad thai, chicken masaman, another beef dish with mixed veggies, a spicey duck salad, shiu mai on steroids (they were ginormous!), grilled shrimp with wild rice pilaf (that was amazing!), and of course two desserts mangoes with sticky rice and a warm chocolate tart with fresh whipped cream and sprinkled powdered sugar. I was so full by the time I got out of there I skipped dinner totally.
















The party favor is a little towel that looks like a little cake... so cute. I don't think I'll use it. I will never get it to look like that again. Lol. There were cupcakes as well, there were extras so I took two. One vanilla and the other one was a red velvet cupcake. They were yummy but I have to say my sister's red velvet cupcakes are much better.
















In the end she made a little speech and I told myself I wasn't going to cry but I did. I'm such a mush like that. She called me her very special guest and thanked me for being there during some really tough times in her life. It was really touching. Can't wait for the wedding. It's going to be good fun.

24 June 2009

Socks & Sandals

Saw a guy wearing socks & sandals on the train today. Warmth yet comfort. Hehe.

23 June 2009

Eraser

Aww, some poor kid lost their eraser at the bus stop this morning.

Hermoine

Hermoine has sprouted her first flower since being transplanted into a new pot. I'm so neglectful, I should've done that a long time ago. boy, it's a good thing I don't have any kids. Haha!

13 June 2009

So cute.

Saw these little white and yellow flowers all over the cemetary. They look like mini daisies.

Breakfast on the Road

Ham and cheese omelette at Twilight Diner.

12 June 2009

06 June 2009

People From Your Past

I recently received an email from someone I used to work with.  I don't want to sound like a bitch or anything but I always thought she was a hot mess.  With all the bad decisions she always made, with all the men that came and went through her life, and the marriage that she stayed in just because she was scared to leave.  Now she seems to be in a better place.  She's left NY and has started a new life out of state.  Found love and has cleaned up her life.  In a way I'm jealous of her independance now and I question why I waited so long to do it myself.  I've given myself until the end of this year to make the major changes I need to.  It might not happen by the end of the year but at least by then I will have a plan and the funds to just pack my bags and move on with living.  

I know this might sound terrible of me but I guess I have to say that I'm just tired.  Tired of being the buffer at home, tired of coddling my folks, tired of feeling guilty that I am abandoning my mother.  I was always their disappointment, so in a way I feel like I had to make it up to them by always being around and trying to do things to make them happy.  Unfortunately that required me giving up mine in some ways.  I can't seriously say that it's taken ALL of my happiness away.  Just that it's like a big cloud over my head.  No matter how many other little things I do to make myself happy it's just that one thing that tugs me back into reality and tells me that I can't do that, it will make mom and dad unhappy. So I stay in my room in my pj's hiding under my covers while the rest of the world wizzes by with out me enjoying the ride.

This coming year is the milestone for me.  I'm going to be 40 this year.  I feel like this is the do or die year.  If I don't make those changes now, who knows if I ever will... 

03 June 2009

Boo Boo

I got myself a boo boo at work. I had to personalize my bandage.

Broken Shoe

Oh no! the button fell off my cheap but comfortable mary jane shoe! Oh well. I guess someone is trying to tell me I have too many shoes. Hehe.

02 June 2009

Spring

My plant Hermoine is finally blooming again. I guess her pot was too small. Hehe.

28 May 2009

Hmm...

Okay, so I don't know if I'm being sensitive or not but I had made a comment to my co-worker about coddling her son too much. I said that I think she should cut the umbilical cord already and let him go a little. He is going to high school this coming fall and she seems to still do almost everything for him. So she tells my boss' wife I said this and my boss' wife says to her, "Don't listen to her, what does she know. She doesn't have any kids. She doesn't know what coddling too much is." So of course I don't say anything to my co-worker or my boss' wife because in the end everyone at my office thinks I'm the asshole who talks out of her ass anyway.



Is it me? Whatever I guess...

25 May 2009

Memorial Day Dinner

Hmm, mmm, mmm. Who doesn't love ribs....

Peonies

The peonies are coming out nicely in the front yard. Mom cut a couple and put it in the foyer to keep the other plants company.

Biscuits

So I was talking to Penny yesterday and she made some sourcream biscuits yesterday. This prompted me to try to make some too. I think they didn't come out as good the first time but they were still edible. (o:

20 May 2009

Poo Poo On Work

Today is the first day back after a long weekend.  I didn't do much over the weekend but it was nice nonetheless.  Went to a sample sale with Miss Audrey.  Got 3 Miss Sixty shirts for $45.  Woo hoo!  I loves me a good sample sale.  I think if I were the weight I wanted to be I would've attempted to try to stand in that horrendous line and try on some jeans.  But it was way too crowded anyway.  It took us about 1/2 hour to get in.  I'm glad I was off Monday so we could go early.  I think I'm pretty much done for shopping for the summer but I couldn't pass up the bargains.  I have to take pics of the stuff later when I get home.  My camera ran out of battery, bleh.  Miss Audrey bought a really cute white sundress.  I can't wait to see her in it.  So cute!

I came into work and saw a huge pile of stuff to do, I guess that's a good thing since then little man, my boss, will leave me alone.  Is it Friday yet?

18 May 2009

Mini Burgers

Had these burgers at a tiny burger joint in the west villiage with Miss Audrey. They were really good.

15 May 2009

Birthday Dinner

The Fabulous Miss Audrey at dinner for her birthday.

14 May 2009

Limbo

I know I haven't really posted much on my blog lately.  Not that my life is oh so interesting but as the title suggests, I'm kind of in limbo right now.  

With no relationship to speak of and no events going on for the summer my life has gotten quite routine these past months.  I feel like I've been holding my breath for 35 years and am still waiting for a reason to just let it all out.  

I say 35 years because I remember when I was 4 and life was simple.  I wasn't even in school yet.  So I was saved from the ridicule of the other kids for being not one of the "cool ones."  Yes, always picked last for kickball, always made fun of for my clothes that were kind of mismatched (bless my mom's heart for always trying to do her best with a few dollars in her pocket), and always ostracized for being too sensitive, too fat, too uncool, too timid.  You fill in the blanks.  You know the one kid that everyone enjoyed picking on in school, simply because everyone else was doing it and no one wanted to be IT.

Well, IT has grown up to be a somewhat functioning adult in a somewhat disfunctional society.  I managed to not become a drug dealer, a junkie on the street or prostitude.  Although I don't think anyone would pay for me, if I could get 10 cents on the dollar for my ass I would be lucky.  Lol.  Joking, sort of.  Anyway, I guess I will still always feel that feeling of being the "odd person out."  Not sure why.  I question whether it's all in my head or not.  I can't help but question the motives of every boyfriend I've ever had.  When any of them has told me that they love me I always wonder if they just love me because I'm there for them no matter what and I would do anything for him.  Problem is that I'm always there for them and when I need someone I always find myself alone.  Just alone.  

I really should've known that my childhood was a precursor to how I will wind up as an adult.  I'm just socially awkward and will always be IT.  People tell  me that I could always change things and change my situation.  I somewhat agree with what they say, although I say we are inherently who we are inside.  We could all put on a front just to be a part of the "in crowd" and be who we really are when we're not with them.  I really don't want to be that way, I feel that's kind of compromising who I am.  I am who I am, unfortunately who I am is a little awkward or odd.    

What am I trying to say....  I think I'm just talking out of my ass.  What else is new...   

  

10 May 2009

Dessert

Dessert came out quite good if I don't say so myself. Little complaint from Papa Yao which means it passed his "inspection." Phew. Isn't it terrible why I have to seek his approval all the time? Lol. I'll post the recipe when I get on the laptop.

Thai Crème Caramel

This recipe was very easy to do. not sure yet how they taste since we haven't easten dinner yet. updated post later. if it's good I'll post the recipe.

09 May 2009

Wants

My wants are hurting me! I really want the blingy version of this but this one will work too. hehe. Such a classic.  Cartier Santos Demoiselle... 

New Bobble

Went to Roosevelt Field with Audrey and bought these new earrings... I'm loving them!

01 May 2009

26 April 2009

17 April 2009

Okay, so now for a more serious blog entry for a change.  

I think for the most part I'm a kind of a "happy go lucky" kind of girl.  I have been fighting with the idea that I've lived with being bipolar for years.  I don't know what to attribute it all to.  Is it chemical?  Is it just that I'm complaining about nothing?  Maybe it's just an excuse.  I don't know.  Now, being the baby in the family I guess a lot of people would say, "What are you complaining about?" or "You've got a charmed life, you don't pay rent, you don't have any expenses or responsibilites so stop whining about your life."  Well, all I can say is the grass is always greener on the other side.  Maybe, just maybe it's the fact that I don't have any "real" responsibilities that makes me feel like my life is empty.  I have people I'm close with.  (My sister Penny, my cousins (y'all know who you are), family.)  But there's this nagging feeling of emptiness and/or lonliness that always takes a front seat in my mind and heart.  

Now I know what a lot of people may say.  "Oh you need a man in your life."  Maybe that's it.  Maybe a companion, a partner in crime so to speak.  Well I've tried that.  Noone wants to seem to stick around which leads me to believe that there's something wrong with me.  I've tried, maybe I've tried in impossible situations only to prove to myself that I'm worth the effort a man should make.  Well, that didn't work either.  My boss had said something to a patient of ours who I happen to get along with well and I think is very sweet person (the patint that is, not my boss).  She said, you've been here a long time.  So I say yes eight years.  She said, well that's a long time.  People don't stay in one place anymore these days.  So of course my asshole boss says to her, "I'm the only guy in her life that's been around for so long."  Ouch.  I rolled my eyes and tried to hold the tears back.  She said to him, "that's not nice".  Then smiled at me and said, take care sweetie, I'll see you soon.  Then left.  I straighted my back, took a deep breath and went back to work.  Didn't say a word to my boss.  Maybe the old me a month ago or even as soon as a week ago would've said something back to him and ended up fighting with him saying nasty things back but now, no.  I've lost all my fight.  I stopped caring.

I was just fine before when I had accepted that I was going to be alone.  At almost 40 and one failed relationship after another I feel like just giving up.  Giving up hope on me, giving up hope on anyone just loving me for me.  There has to be something terribly wrong with me.  Mentally unstable?  Emotionally unstable?  Chinese people don't believe in all that psycho-babble.  But sometimes the old school way doesn't really work.  

I can't say I haven't tried.  I've had relationships.  A couple had good memories, one was a living nightmare, all the others just kind of lost momentum.  I don't know, I don't think I can take another failed relationship.  Just a side note though,  nothing bad happened with my last relationship.  It just fizzled.  So that wasn't even the catalyst that set this on.  He was always cool with me, I guess we just made better friends.  Seems like I'll just always be every guy's best female friend.  

16 April 2009

Domino's anyone???  They were talking about this on the radio this morning... gross.


13 April 2009

10 April 2009

Dinner

Nothing like a bowl hot homemade beef noodle soup for dinner on a rainy day. Ahh...

07 April 2009


Was surfing and found this cartoon.  So funny!  I swear all she needs is freckles and that would be me.  She has daily cartoons up so I would suggest checking it out.  Her sense of humor is just like mine, dry and sarcastic.  Hehe.  

Here's the link!  ----->   http://www.angrylittlegirls.com/

02 April 2009

Calendar

Got my new Hoops & Yoyo calendar up. I love these guys they're hilarious!