25 November 2008
24 November 2008
23 November 2008
22 November 2008
There's A Mouse in The House!
Papa Yao putting the cheese in the sticky trap. Although Mama Yao's little nemesis seems to have alluded all the other traps. Perhaps he only likes chinese food. Lol.
18 November 2008
17 November 2008
03 November 2008
Engagement Envy
Eh, so why should I be envious? I should be happy! Honestly I am for her, but being the closet hopeless romantic that I am I can't hide my envy. *sigh* Oh well, it is what it is. I must say though, that I sure needed sunglasses to look at the bling! Lol.
The wedding is set for October 18, 2009. Hitting the gym hard from now 'til then!
19 October 2008
Finding Love
You know, these past few weeks have been quite an eye opener for me. I guess I just have had no luck when it comes to matter of the heart. Maybe I just jump into it blindly, take it for what it is on the surface and have faith in people too much. Odd for such a pessimist like me. Lol. Maybe it's just something that I desire but am afraid to admit to it. Someone to love me and someone to love in return, unconditionally. Full acceptance. I do have to say feeling lonely is really a bitch. I mean, having close friends and family is a blessing but, to have someone special, someone who will be your other half, your "partner in crime." It's a wonderful feeling to be in love, and it's even more wonderful to love someone who loves you with the same intensity or more. I guess I just have too much time on my hands.
29 September 2008
21 September 2008
17 September 2008
Lunchtime
Vietnamese food is da bomb diggity. But why is it that it cost me $8!! Oh well, price you have to pay for working midtown. No cheap eats. Boo.
14 September 2008
Cigarettes
Omg, I saw this on the back of a cigarette pack my pops had. Ya think it gets the point across?
31 August 2008
30 August 2008
27 August 2008
25 August 2008
24 August 2008
20 August 2008
19 August 2008
14 August 2008
11 August 2008
06 August 2008
06 July 2008
19 May 2008
16 March 2008
22 February 2008
06 February 2008
05 February 2008
So after weeks of rude awakenings, I came to the conclusion that some people were just not meant to be loved. Is it punishment for something one has done in the past? Or is it just one's fate in life. I suppose being Chinese I do believe in fate and the whole "it was meant to be this way" thinking. I suppose life is a punishment/reward system. You do the right thing and you are rewarded... you know the rest. What I'm trying to figure out is what is it that makes me a bad person that deserves punishment. I suppose it could either be that I have selective memory and only choose to remember what I want leading to the reason why I don't know why I'm being punished OR that I'm really that self righteous and I don't think I do wrong or bad things. I would like to think it's not the latter reason. After all I hate that trait in people. Which THEN leads me to think if I am self righteous then I should thoroughly despise myself. I suppose it doesn't matter if I'm self righteous or not at this point, what's there to love about me? They say you should love yourself before you can love someone else, well I tried that and it still didn't work. So then now what? I should just continue to hate myself and just curl up in a ball and hope not to wake up tomorrow. *sigh*
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